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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 03:49 pm
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Your Summer Anthem is Best Of You by the Foo Fighters
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
While you may seem bright on the outside, your insides have a distinct angst flavor. |
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Yes, I got a new username, once again, dont ask me why. Its EndItQuick. Thats the one I shall be updating in from now on |
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May. 31st, 2005 @ 01:18 pm
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yes..hes probably about 25
Ok well..im updating. And I would like to announce..that I like Michael. I know *rolls eyes* another guy thats too old for me. LOl, its all good. That first day I talked to him for like over 2 hours, we sorta hit it off, and it was nice. But u know, I figured its cuz he regognized me and knew my brother, then he had no interest what so ever in me..but I wasnt really sure, because he was being REALY nice. so then, yesterday I walk outside..and hes standing there..lmao. Im wearing a black hoodie and my yellow monkey pj pants..he looks at me..looks down at my pants, Smiles. Ok well..I was a little embarrassed because..I was in pjs, but i like them so oh well. so I walk over and hes like "hey..whats up?" I just shake my head and say "absolutely nothing.." and then we stand there...in silence for a few. Then hes like "well...Im gonna go.." me:"ok..." and he starts to walk away. He stops, walking over to my dad and asks if the red Lumina is for sale (my brothers car) ok..well he had already asked me that before..but w/e. And my dad said he wasnt sure, that he would ask my brother. So then hes like "ok..well...Ill stop by tommarow.." looks at me "see ya." Hm..Ok, well now Im confused. yes, we talked for 2 hours at the baseball game..but then again he had to stay there and watch his..nephew or brother or someone play anyways. Then he did come to my house...but then again, he asked about a car to..but he made it sound like kinda an afterthought..and hes coming back today..Im excited. lol.I wonder if he likes me..or Im just being stupid, hes too old anyways..eh..damnit. lol. After he leaves my dads like "friend of urs?" me:"uh....not really...a friend of Erics.." my dad: " I figured he was a friend of urs..by the stupid metal on his face.." lol metal as in..eyebrow ring, and tongue ring. lol I think its hot...so yea..we'll see i hope i get a chance to really talk to him..even if u know..theres nothing. OH YEA! did I forget to mention, hes related to my bus driver, so when I got on the bus, Rons like "so...Michael tells me u are "COOL"" lol..YAY! but then he tells me Michael gets into alot of trouble...bla ..hes like a 3rd parent.Current Mood:  confused |
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Laura pointed out that I havent updated in forever. That is because I dont have anything good to write about, and tryin to think about what happend during the day only makes things worse. eh...I feel like shit. Laura..sorry for being such a bitch/mom lately...Current Mood:  pissed off Current Music: future leaders of the world-let me out |
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May. 21st, 2005 @ 04:58 am
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where the hell did the tweezers go????????Current Mood:  amused |
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You Crackhead!
Man, you're not a drug, you're a straight up crack
head. Maybe you should consider putting down
that goddamn pipe of yours and going to rehab
before you kill your last brain cell. Want some
motivation? Listen to George W for a little
while. Crack is BAD, mmmkay?
What Illegal Drug Are You?
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May. 21st, 2005 @ 04:57 am
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LOL. Carson says "this next one is gonna make all the adults hate me and all the kids love me" other guy "I think thats already the case..." Carson,"yea...if you are a 15 year old girl right now, you love me". other guy,"uh..yea, but remember he doesnt love you!..so put that pen and paper back down" Carson, *cough*"thats right...but if ur 18..." lmao OMG...thats sooo true..I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT LOVED CARSON! DAMN YOU OTHER WHORES! CARSON IS MINE! carson "this is so fun, I know im supposed to leave, but i fucking cant...I DONT WANNA LEAVE!" other guy "its ok...you can stay, we got an extra mic." carson "sweet, now give me a fucking cigarette"
Dont take him off the radio...I LOVE CARSON! lmao...
other guy: .....there gonna be at medowbrook in august
Carson:WHEW...LETS SMOKE SOME WEED
other guy: *laugh* *cough* I dont think u can say that on air...
Dont worry, that chick is jus some stripper he had for his b-day. LOL
CARSON!
A DRUNK MEXICAN!!! ok...back to Carson...
A...slightly drunk Carson
A TOTALLY FUCKED UP Carson!
SO yea...if you dont think Carson is Hot, Then FUCK YOU ALL! Hes really really funny too...hahahaha..If I ever get a fake ID I will so go to his next wtf ever you call it...at the machine shop or somthin, jus so I can see him!
May. 15th, 2005 @ 04:42 pm
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4) Over the Hill
Perfect for Bingo and prostate exams!
That's right. Advertise that you're ready to die. Since you started advertising your willingness for death, we should be allowed to shoot you, run you down with our cars, or light on you on fire in your sleep. Fair is fair. I don't see why everyone is bitching about overpopulation. Here's the solution. Every 4 years, the same as election, we have open season on old people. It'll be mandatory to at least shit on some old guy's lawn, so pussies and children won't have an excuse to sit this out. Old people are always uppity about their lawns being perfect, so this is the least you can do. Can you imagine a neigborhood with only one old guy? He'd have at least 20 shits on his lawn. Families would go together. He'd get all angry like old men do, screaming at them to stop shitting on his lawn. But what can he do? He's old. So they shit anyways while he threatens to get a rake of call the police. But they won't help, as they'll be handing out guns and enforcing the anti-old people legislation by administering lethal beatings to errant seniors.
Oh man, that would be awesome.
May. 15th, 2005 @ 07:00 am
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theres absolutely nothing to do here. My dads sleeping, my sisters gone, and Im sittin here hyper as hell, wishin I wasnt. Yup, Im not tired, but i really want to sleep. I shouldnt have taken those fuckin pills, cus right now I wanna sleep. I also want to be not sick anymore, I thought i was gettin better, but fuck i was wrong
May. 14th, 2005 @ 04:40 pm
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Dude...today alisha came over and we were hella bored, so then we called her dad and he came and picked us up and dropped us off in BC then we went to the park. After that we went to the pharmacy and bought some pop and candy. After that we headed to Bens in the pooring fucking rain. Bought some redbull and we were gonna buy some Vivarins (caffeine pills for all you fuckers that dont know) but we werent sure if they would be suspicious, so I just stole them. Alisha made sure to pick the biggest pack, then she meets up with me and IM like dude...give them to me, then I shove them in my pocket. We walked over to dollar general..chugged some redbull and took some caffeine pills, and bought some silly string and turtles (candy). went back to her house and had a silly string fight, and took some more Vivarins.
SO yea...today I have had some watermelon pucker (which was pretty good, but we didnt have very much) and like 5 vivarins...and for all you who know how sensitive to caffeine i am, know how hyper I am right now. I really want to talk to someone right now, but Lauras not home and i know cynthias not, and nobody cool is online. DAMNIT!. So happy and stuff right now. OH! and I ate some candy, the first time Ive been able to eat in like 3 days..YEA! I dont wanna risk it though...so im good for the day.
May. 14th, 2005 @ 12:33 pm
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Today was a weird and yes kinda happy day. I laughed alot today, but it also feel like I learned alot today. No, not as in I payed attention in class and learned alot, but just about like myself I guess. Im really quite bad at explaining. But alot of things hit me today, and I realized some things. First me and Katie talked, we always get into serious conversations, and shes the only person it seems I talk to about serious things. We basically talked about just shit thats going on, then about her and her bf's problems, and her home problems as well as mine. Then we somehow got on the topic of me. She was making alot of sense about everything and she was giving some advice really without realizing it, yet she didnt seam to be preaching. So it was good. Then she ended up just saying "you know, when I first saw you I thought you were a really pretty girl, and I still do, but idk...I guess I just have too high of expectations on people" and this may sound cheezy or gay to you, but it was really a serious-nongay moment. and then she continued by saying "and I knew I wanted to be friends with you, your just not at all the person I expected you to be. When I realized about all the shit you have done and stuff..Im just like damn. I know it doesnt seem like a big thing to you, mabye Im just to much of a good girl...Idk...I just expect more of people" this made me feel bad..and yes she stressed the part about me being really pretty, but I just felt bad that I cant live up to her expectations...I wish i could be the persone she wishes I was. This hole thing made me sad. I told her if she really needs to get away from her parents again, she could come to my house and her reply kinda hurt me even more. She said "I have nothing against you, and you are a really good friend of mine, but from the people you hang out with and the things you talk about, even about your dad, I wouldnt want to get caught with anything,not even a little pot." I said that that would not happen and that I actually dont smoke that much, and that even if somethin happend it wouldnt come back to her. and she just said "I know..I just dont want that kind of shit on my record or whatever." Damn..why does she think of me that way..I told her I dont really smoke just you know sometimes, which has become more frequint lately than Id like it to be, and that I dont do anything really bad. But somehow she just is better than me. I feel bad. I also feel bad about how depressed she is right now..and the cuts on her wrists..yes our good girl katie has cuts on her wrists. But somehow cutting never seemed so serious when it was me...but when it comes to her I just wanna cry. I really do care about what happens to her, and with her leaving next friday and all.
Ok, and after that my computer teacher bitched about me not turning in my refrences or my letter of recomendation for my resume. I talked to her and told her I didnt have anyone to write the letter. she said "theres nobody in Brown city that knows you well enough to write less than a page about you?" I said no and she said "I know your new and all..but if you dont know not even ONE person enough for them to say a few good things thats kinda sad.." I just said "yes...it really is...but its the truth". SO, I finally told her I would ask Mrs.Burowski because everyone kinda hates her, but I think we get along really well and I like her. So I guess she emailed Mrs. Burowski about that and natually of course I forgot to ask her for it. But, Mrs Burowski came and gave it to me. Which surprised me because i hadn't even asked her yet, then she explained Mrs Geiger had emailed her and told her I would probably be asking about it. When I read it, it actually made me feel good. She wrote that I was really honest, reliabe, responable, and that I always treated her with respect. She went on talking about how I was a good person, that I actively participated in classroom discusions, and I worked well with who ever she put me with. She went on and on, it was way longer than it needed to be. It was actually really nice. I'll post it on here tomarrow because I left it at school. So that made me feel good.
I went to go give it to Mrs.Geiger and she smiled and squeeled, yes squeeled and claped...did I mention the squeeling? it was crazy..how happy she was. Yes, naturally I was a little bit scared to say the least, because you all know about me and happy people....but she was all happy and stuff.
7th hour was fun, directive study...minus the "directive". I went to science, we had a sub in there, that old guy (alisha you know who Im talkin about...the one that said we were both going to hell...) so yea. I went in there and talked to Hope, Katie, Dwight, Kris(kinda hot one..yea...) and some other kid I forgot his name. Mostly I talked to Dwight. He was sending major hints today..it was crazy. lol. I told him that me and stevene were not going out. Then he told me he didnt like Jessika like everyone thinks and then he said he was dogsitting for his aunt this weekend it marlette..and he was gonna be there ALL weekend alone (hint hint) and hes like.."so yea..PARTY!" Im like "for real? Im coming..." hes like "aright" then Im like "is there really gonna be a party?" hes like "yea..but ur gonna be the only one there...and me"
lol...ohh some party. So 7th hour was fun.
Of course when i get home it all gets shitty..but hey shit happens. I have a stomach ache (of course) and a headache (surprise surprise...) and an earache..damn...I feel like I have a feavor or something. I am seriously going to the doctor soon...cuz this sick, and headache stuff has been going on for way to long. But yea..over all today I learned alot even though It may not sound like it..and it was pretty much a good day.
May. 12th, 2005 @ 05:27 pm
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Damn...I cried all my makeup away...
May. 10th, 2005 @ 02:50 pm
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May. 10th, 2005 @ 12:18 pm
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hmm...mabye theres more to philosophy then I've given credit to..
Philosophy, n. A route of many roads leading from nowhere to nothing.
Ambrose Bierce
but mabye thats the best we're gonna get anyways..a road from nowhere to nothing. I mean..what else could we expect? ah..
My advice to you is not to inquire why or whither, but just enjoy your ice cream while it's on your plate -- that's my philosophy.
Thornton Wilder
how true is that. If something great or of importance happens. Why would you need excuses or reasons? just take it while its there and make the best of it. Dont regret your decisions or the result of your actions, just make the best of it.
We should be careful and discriminating in all the advice we give. We should be especially careful in giving advice that we would not think of following ourselves. Most of all, we ought to avoid giving counsel which we don't follow when it damages those who take us at our word.
Adlai Stevenson
Dont tell people to make smart decisions when you dont yourself. Dont tell people not to fuck up like you..when you did. Don't give advice you dont believe is true, for when they use it back against you its only gonna hurt more. My sister being a perfect example of this,as is my mom.
well, I will stop boring you. Must turn off my brain and stop thinking...
May. 10th, 2005 @ 07:25 am
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didn't go to school today, but I still gotta fuck load of shit to do. i dont feel like doing anything. I feel like shit, well not really, I feel happy but sick. Im gonna throw up...ugh...
May. 10th, 2005 @ 06:57 am
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am i fucked up??
May. 10th, 2005 @ 06:41 am
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Have you ever been scared by your own thoughts? Why do I hurt everyone around me so much? Why do I make my mom cry. Not only do I make her cry, but on mothers day. And why is it I cant tell the people that I love, that I love them? and I know that hurts them more...god. Mabye cuz I dont really love them. Bad things happen when there are no drugs...
May. 8th, 2005 @ 06:49 pm
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Brown City Elementary School students adn staff were greiving the loss of a fourth-grade classmate Friday who was known for her perma grin
Nayomey Kincaid, 9, of Brown City and a fourth grader in Dawn Kalbfleisch's class was killed in a three-vehicle crash at 3:05 pm Thursday in Imlay City township.
Brown city Elementary School Pricipal Doug Muxlow said Friday morning that Nayomey was a well-liked student. "Nayomey always had a smile on her face, she had lots of different friends adn all the kids liked her. She was a good kid and an active young lady in Girl Scouts and Little League. Several times on her report cards, there was a comment by her teacher that she was a pleasure to have in class. Anytime it happens, its a tragedy."
While the districts crises team composed of counslers, teacher and a minister were helping the school cope Friday, Muxlow said all of the students parents in Nayomey's class were notified the day before.
The crash that killed Nayomey happened on Imlay ciry road neear Dorn Road in Lapeer county's Imlay ciry township.
A 1993 Pontiac drive by Damon Childers 19, a Sandusky graduate and serviceman, and his passenger and wife, Joana Childers, 18, was stopped in the roadway waiting to make a left turn into a driveway. The Childers' vehicle was rear-ended by a semi-truck driven by Donald Rodzos, 50 of Capac. Both of the Childers were transported by Lapeer County EMS to Lapeer reginal hospital.
After the collision the eastbound truck veered into the westbound lane and collided head on with a 1994 Plymouth Voyager driven by Teena Kincaid, 39. The front seat passenger, Nayomey Kicaid, was dead at the scene. The rear seat passenger, Jack Kincaid Jr.,12, Teena's son and Nayomey's brother, was in critical condition from ijuries sustained. Both the driver and her son were transported to Hurley Hostpital in Flint by Med Flight Helicopter.
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As were leaving the hospital, Jack says "hey, be careful, so you dont end up like me."
May. 8th, 2005 @ 03:06 pm
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one dead, two in critical condition. Holy fuck..I cant believe she's dead. Im still in a sort of shock right now..my face is numb and im really nervous. They dont think Jack and Tina are gonna make it..fuck I hope they do..they have to. Jack is in critical condition in Imlay city hospital, and is having some internal organs removed. OMG..school tomarrow is gonna be hell. i feel so bad for Shawn and Tony..they were close to Neomi(sp?), and now shes gone....damn.
May. 5th, 2005 @ 06:12 pm
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